Loser's Corner

It's 9 : 00 PM, the end of October and started to rain, it's winter that is waving from a long distance. The nights will get longer, what you want to do in the morning will have no sufficient luck. Getting cold ... just very shy. The shoes clapping on the floor of the building and the keys took a look out of the pocket. By a routine movement slided the keys to start the playback of the habitual night movie. This time it's gonna be different, I will find someone that will tell me " Welcome Home ". Few looks inside was capable of crashing the sleepwalking dream. May be inside my room ? useless. unbuttoning the shirt and taking off my watch, then under the shower. May be a fall of hot water will do it ! Eyes closed under the warm water droplets, and imagining how a similar night could have been different. It was my vision. Displacing the cellular, it could be the signal that prevented the noisy ringings of the past. No missed calls. Dropped on a sofa looking to the side, it's just me. Tomorrow it's gonna be colder. Every night the same hug, but it doesn't hug me back . I know if you would talk, you would say " I Love You Too "; poor pillow.

I've been tagged by Brownie to Thank God for numerous blessings that we are plunging in ... and we don't even feel them. We do all agree that it's uncountable ....

Al hamdulellah That ...

The Change is conquering everywhere it overwhelmed every part in my life .... It's difficult But amazing :D ... 25 was the milestone, And here we are struggling for a better Now. Actually I can hear it begging : many activities .. Posts ... Comments ... But same feelings. The change should affect the outer look so it can affect the inner self ... I pray for blessing and hope ... Success and I wish for injecting happiness and peace to people's lives, and that's what I tried to inject into the heart of my poor blog (Old and Looking the Same) As it is a big loser so I took the initiative instead of itself ... I dressed it in a new look . Trying to put an outlook that will project on a tiny little space in your heart where happiness and hope still living some lights, To prepare the heart for the dose of happiness and joy that before anyone I'm giving it to myself. And here we go keeping pace with the change .

Today is my Birthday ... 25 Years , it looks like a milestone. And this birthday really feels different may be because now I felt how life is so short to be spent on crapy thoughts and useless stuff. We sink into this everyday. We spend our life worrying about tomorrow that we have never lived. What if today was the last day in your life, how would you live it ? would you allow the same ruining worries to ruin your head and your life ... About How Tomorrow is gonna be like ... Tomorrow never comes !! Today I've felt that I'm living another life that I have never imagined . 25 years went pretty fast, and If another 25 years would come so I'm gonna be worrying about the kids before my death ... What about that I've never lived today. It's killing ... what are your worries gonna change about tomorrow? But Simply... It's gonna ruin today and you will never reach tomorrow . Have you ever thought about feeling happy at work ? NEVER ... Sure will never feel happy, Unless you want to . What about waking up ... and then thank god for giving you a new chance for living a better life TODAY ... No Not today but NOW !! I think we really miss a lot of enjoyment, Just for being STUPID. The colors are beautiful and the world is pretty and everyone is smiling ... this is how we see the world when we are happy. Then they all will look different when something goes wrong. It's Always The Same. It's just us . Thank god for the new day" الحمد لله الذى أحيانا بعد ما أماتنا وإليه النشور" That's what we say when we wake up ... A New Day ... A New Chance ... A New Life ... And may be your last one, So Live it as if it were your last ... One day you will be absolutely right !